Maybe I had made it in my mind. that I already blacken all d possibility or miracle that may happens Without any doubt SPM is just around the corner, waiting for me. I had to decide either choose or give up Future vs Favourites It had push me to d edge. I would lose chances to represents this and that. to do this and that. which I desired and I took Aim-ed. Close My Eyes and Think~ Rationally Badminton,Taekwondo,PRS,Young Jounalist and so on I believe that Thats a way a best solution to solve the problems. Hope I can do it. and made a decision. For My Own. For My Dearest Fellow Friends. For My Dearest Journalist. And Sorry, If I had to giv up. I M SORRY. xXGodLightXx