Unnecessary Commitment to obey with all kinds of responsibility. Most of the time, I think I should put aside my feelings and emotions and start being strict. Jobs and workings to carry out isn't in my job scope actually. I am involuntarily now taking up jobs and responsibilities for some god sake and it seem endless SHITS(Literally) continuously incoming. Instead, I am not supposed to break my vow and supposed to focus on my priorities. Feelings and Emotions do carry me away sometimes. The Weak part of me of not showing my true color to someone I care. but shutting myself up in own room and put on earphone listening loud song. (I don't usually listen loud music for people who know me well) By the way, no one should ever care about me as I am not mentioning a word and taking it all myself. Wondering if that is the rightful reason to be faking around my smiles and even laugh about it. I am laughing for looking at some people who do harm to me mentally. HAHA Is tha